Jean smart is living out her childhood dream on ‘hacks’

Jean Smart is living her childhood dream. Thanks to her new HBO Max series, _Hacks_ [May 13], the Emmy award–winning actress gets to play a stand-up comic, a job she's dreamed of since

she was a middle-school-age fan of the incomparable Phyllis Diller. “You had no way of knowing, but you've checked off one of my fantasies,” Smart told the show's producers after

landing the role. In a recent conversation with AARP, she shares her secrets about feeling sexy and getting the best roles of her life in her 60s. WHAT IT'S LIKE TO PLAY AN EGOTISTICAL

— AND AGING — STAND-UP COMIC? Taylor Hill/Getty Images SMART STUFF AGE: 69 HOMETOWN: Seattle CURRENT PROJECTS: _Hacks_, HBO Max; _Mare of Easttown_, HBO GREATEST HITS: TV: _Watchmen_, _Dirty

John_, _Legion_, _Fargo_, _Samantha Who?_, _24_, _Frasier_, _The District_, _Designing Women_ Movies: _A Simple Favor_, _I Heart Huckabees_, _Garden State_, _Sweet Home Alabama_, _The Brady

Bunch Movie_ EMMY ACCOLADES: 3 wins; 9 nominations BIGGEST SURPRISE: On Season 10 of the television show _Who Do You Think You Are?_, Smart discovered she is a direct descendant of Dorcas

Hoar, one of the last women convicted of witchcraft during the Salem witch trials. I usually have a lot of confidence, but I could never say or do the things that [my character] Deborah

does. I certainly couldn't have treated anybody the way she does. Don't get me wrong, it's great fun to play, but she's just awful. Plus, I'm much duller than that.

I was always the goody two-shoes growing up, the peacemaker in the family. I'm the middle child; that's why I became an actor — the middle child, you don't get enough

attention [so you're acting out], “Hey, look at me, look at me, love me.” Never a rebel. I probably should have been. Now it's too late; it would just be embarrassing. MEANWHILE,

OVER IN EASTTOWN… Working with Kate Winslet [on HBO's drama minisieries_ Mare of Easttown_], that was a treat. That was one, if not the biggest, draw of doing the miniseries. She was

everything I could hope for and more. ON GETTING BETTER ROLES IN HER 60S I guess it's the reward for just sticking around the longest! Actors will make themselves crazy trying to figure

out how they're perceived or why they are seen a certain way or not. I don't feel like I'm any better now than I was when I was 20, but certainly the opportunities I'm

being given the last 20 years have become more and more gratifying and challenging. It's a sweet spot in my life compared to what culturally is going on. I'm not going to question

it. HER SECRET TO CONQUERING QUARANTINE I'm actually very good at sitting around doing absolutely nothing. I can flip through magazines and go to the garage sales and be happy as a

clam. But at the same time, when I'm working I love it. And one does have to make a living. On a selfish, personal level, I felt a great deal of peace [during quarantine] — just the

simple joy of staying home, taking care of my family and my home, not traveling, not getting up at four in the morning. After a while it began to wear on everyone, obviously, and it became

much more serious than we ever envisioned. THE UNEXPECTED GIFT OF HAVING A GROWN CHILD UNDER THE SAME ROOF My [31-year-old] son, Connor, was actually, poor guy, looking for a new apartment

right when quarantine started, so he just moved home. I'm so grateful my son is here in the house with his dad gone. [Smart's husband, actor Richard Gilliland, died March 18. One

of his most well-known roles came on the 1980s CBS sitcom _Designing Women,_ where the two actors met]. It's wonderful to have him here. I love having him around. KNOWING WHEN A ROLE IS

THE RIGHT ONE Sometimes it just hits you. I always try to put the money last. I realize that that is a luxury to do that, but even when I was younger and just kind of getting by, I never

wanted to make a decision that I felt was important based on the money.